Doctor's Appointment recap

First, I would like to say that I waste a lot of time worrying! And while it is a good thing to listen to your body and see what's wrong with it, sometimes our bodies aren't saying what we think they're saying. That being said...

I had a pretty good report! I gained weight, PFTs were stable, and my freaky lung pain is gone. We guessed that the lung pain was from my very sudden shift from a sedentary lifestyle to a very active one. My throat is hurting because I have a cold. That's all. A simple cold. No need for antibiotics, just to wait it out. AND, I was so worried about clinic taking the usual several hours and me missing my 1pm lab back at college, when this clinic visit only took and hour and a half! Shortest clinic ever! So not only did I make it back in time for my lab, I had time to eat lunch with the boyfriend too. Awesome!

So, here are the numbers:

Weight: 116lbs (up from 115)

FEV1: stable around 68%

I worry too much. lol

Starting Cayston today again.

Alright, time to carry on with my life. :]

-Annie

My lungs...

I have never felt pain like this. It's not that it's unbearable, but it's just that it's never happened to me before. I've been absent-mindedly trying to pull my sternum forward with my hands. Literally. I will not think about, but catch myself trying to grab my sternum. I feel like my ribs and my sternum and pressing down on my lungs and it's making it hurt when I cough, swallow, and sometimes breathe. I really don't know what's going on, but since I go to the doctor in a few days, I'm sure they can tell me. This whole thing started this morning. I felt terrible, but I thought maybe it was just the start of a cold. However, I never got a cold. Just this pain in my lungs. NOT COOL.

I'm really becoming more anxious that I'll be sent to The Hole (aka hospital). I can tell I've lost weight because rings don't fit right and my jeans are too loose. And now my cough is getting worse, I got winded walking up one flight of stairs in the cold this evening, and now lung pain. I'm done for. There is no way I'm getting out of this Hole sentence. However, and I say this with emphasis: I DO NOT HAVE TIME RIGHT NOW TO STOP MY LIFE FOR A PICC LINE. I'm on step-show, I have a heart sis and then soon is Big sis/Lil sis week, and Homecoming week is coming up (which is super busy!), and an English midterm, and classes in general that are hard to do outside of the class itself (like anatomy LAB).... and oh yeah, MY 20th BIRTHDAY. I really really can't stop everything right now. The CF Great Strides walk is this weekend and since I'm the one that rallied everyone together I figure I should probably be there to walk it with them. Official verdict will be in 2 days. Pray pray PRAY this is an easy, non-hospitable, fix. Needless to say, I'm freaking out. No tears yet, but they will come. Either when they sentence me to The Hole or when they let me squeak by. I'll cry either way.

I have happier news, and those who are FB friends with me have seen it, but I don't want to dampen that news with my lung pain and fears. So it's another post for another day.

-Annie